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I Know A Man by xxBlueLoverxx, literature

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I Know A Man

I know a man with two faces And the one he wears depends on Where he is at And who he is with And who can or cannot see. When I met this man with two faces, All I knew of him Was what my sister had told me. That he was a friend And a professional A volunteer librarian. That they attend college together. And he was a single man Who lived alone, Who had dated women. And when I met this man And ate with him And talked with him And laughed with him I believed what my sister had said. Yet I had another friend, A close friend, Who also knew the man, And knew him better than my sister. The man had helped my friend When thing

It's Amazing... by xxBlueLoverxx, literature

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It's Amazing...

It's amazing how everything can change yet it can all be the same... How everything can shatter yet it can still come back together. How much you can hurt and hate yet you can let it go so fast. How silent you can be for so long yet the conversation can continue in an instant. How you can feel so backstabbed yet that person can heal the wound. How you swear reality will hurt forever yet it can be fixed. How nothing can ever be how it was yet it can be so close to it. How you can swear you don't give a damn yet you can go back to caring like you did. How fast you can run from someone yet you can return to them just as quickl

Memoirs Chapter 7 by xxBlueLoverxx, literature

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Memoirs Chapter 7

Chapter Seven: Right on Time. Holmes woke, not daring to move. He didn't want to open his eyes and discover that last night was all a dream. That none of it had happened, that he had never been John's, that he'd never had that chance… He could not lie there and wish forever, though. He had to open his eyes at some point, so he braced himself to lose everything that he'd imagined he'd gained. When he opened his eyes, he saw… John. More accurately, John's bare shoulders. He didn't realize that his fingernails were long enough to leave such marks… Or that he'd truly bitten John that hard… He chuckled to himself as he

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Memoirs, Chapter 5

Chapter Five: This is Not. Sudden. "Is he now?" He smiled and his lip twitched. "Yes…" John read the page again, this time more intently. "You've questioned him already?" "Yes." "And??" The question was sharp. "And I have found him innocent. Possibly the most innocent person of any mentioned within that file." "Are you sure?" The question annoyed him… Was he sure? Of course he was sure. He had done this for years and had never once been wrong. He could say with absolute certainty after he questioned a man whether or not he'd had anything to do with a crime committed. John knew that! But now he suddenly doubted Holmes. Why? B

Memoirs of a Secret Love, Ch. 3 by xxBlueLoverxx, literature

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Memoirs of a Secret Love, Ch. 3

Chapter Three: The Taste of Blood and Scotch. When he woke, John had returned and was dozing in the chair across from him. It took him a moment to remember what had happened, why he was in his chair... When he did, he realized that John must have put him there. He ran a hand over his face, sighing. He must have scared John half to death... He'd thought he had his limit figured out, but had underestimated himself... Again. Since he'd passed out, the drugs had done nothing for him, and he'd have to find some other way to keep himself sane. He looked at John again, and a dozen thoughts flashed across his mind... A dozen things he could have

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Like Atlas...

I wish I was like Atlas, Though I would not shoulder the sky. I would place upon myself much heavier burdens than that. Daily, at some point, I wish with all that I am that I could, even for a moment, shoulder someone else's pain. I would give most anything to stand where they are to take their place and to give them peace. When those I care for hurt, I notice, and want only to trade places with them if only for a few moments. Because I know that in that time they would have a little peace to just breathe, or smile, or even get a good night's sleep. Spoken, or unspoken, big or what some would call small Pain is pain, n

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Memoirs of a Secret Love, Ch. 1

Chapter One: A Beautiful Breaking "I've decided to ask her to marry me." The statement came from nowhere. It was unprecedented and startling. John was merely sitting, enjoying his tea as he read the paper, while Sherlock himself tended to his violin. "What?" He looked up, taken aback. "I'm going to ask Mary for her hand in marriage, Holmes." He blinked. Swallowed. Registered what John had said and the full impact of these words. John would marry her, and would therefore live with her. Be away from him for the rest of his life. That would be… difficult. "Holmes?" He jerked back to reality then. "Congratulations." He said, his nos

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In Between

In between... the apart and the kiss the sobbing and the silence the "I love" and the "you" the college and the apartment the walking and the joining of hands the smile and the laugh the day and the night the winter and the summer the sleeping and the awake the "I am" and the "sorry" the "Once upon a time" and the "happily ever after" the cut off and the applause the "I forgive" and the "you" the rain and the sunshine there is beauty.

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Artist // Hobbyist // Photography

June 14
Deviant for 16 years
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Nature: Show me your best, and I'll take it with me to share with the world.

Current Residence: Depends on who you ask.
Favourite genre of music: Classic Rock
Skin of choice: The one I'm in
Personal Quote: You've got to go after the things you want while you're still in your prime.

Favourite Visual Artist

I have many.

Favourite Movies

Tangled or the Princess Bride

Favourite TV Shows

Big Bang Theory, Bones, Jeopardy

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Journey, Paramore

Favourite Books

Pretty much all of them...........

Favourite Writers

Sarah Dessen, J.K. Rowling, or Edgar Allan Poe. pick one

Favourite Games

Metroid

Favourite Gaming Platform

Wii.

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Keyboard or camera

Other Interests

reading, writing, sketching

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xxBlueLoverxx

Aug 4, 2012

Victory!

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Job I had but was becoming less and less fond of? Out of it, with my library work study all lined up for school! Boyfriend stressing about not having a job yet? 40 hours a week for him, boo ya! Dog that was gonna just get sent of and put down even though she was sweet and needs training? Living safe and sound with my boyfriend :) Days where all I wanna do is sleep? Haven't seen one for a week! Feeling too busy to spend time with friends I love? Finally have time to chill with them. It's been a good week, and on that note I would like to wish you all a happy Esther Day, a holiday honored by John Green every August 3rd. Today, a young nerd

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xxBlueLoverxx

Jul 28, 2012

What Am I?

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A lot has changed in the past year for me. Some for better, some... not so much. And because of things people have said, there are days when my head likes to make me wonder who I am. Am I immature? Do I make those around me come off as the immature freak? Am I really so childish? I mean.... Multiple people have told me this. They have ended friendships because of this (via the internet *snort*)... And I wonder if it's true.... However, because of this, I have become closer to many people. I know who I can rely on now. Or can I? See, this is where it really gets tricky. When friend A left, I reached out to my other friends in ways I never

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Jul 10, 2012

When dealing with/dating a writer, remember....

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Writers are forgetful, but they remember everything. They forget appointments and anniversaries, but remember what you wore, how you smelled, on your first date They remember every story you've ever told them - like ever, but forget what you've just said. They don't remember to water the plants or take out the trash, but they don't forget how to make you laugh. Writers are forgetful because they're busy remembering the important things. (Didn't write this, found it on tumblr)